. . . To quote the Scottish play.
Today's HCG was 340, so it has more than doubled. I was very pleased about that! Then I saw that someone had posted on my message board that she had a positive today that was "well over 250" at 14dpo with a 3 day transfer. So her 1st level was twice as high as my 1st one with one day less cooking. And now I feel worried again! Hence the toil & trouble, She did have two embryos put back, so maybe it's twins, but why can I not be happy with what I know was a perfectly good starting level and a fantastic increase over 48 hrs?!
Because I have to worry about something! Ugh! I feel like an ungrateful female canine!
And now I am at my mother-in-law's for the weekend, surrounded by family, so I shall shut up and concentrate on enjoying myself and appreciate the time that I have with this pregnancy.
"Widowland" by C.J. Carey (re-read)
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3 comments:
The fact that your beta more than doubled is wonderful news! And your levels sound perfectly great, so try not to stress too much and enjoy the weekend!
Found your site through Everyday Strangers. I know exactly where you are with worry and stress but you so want to enjoy this. Well enjoy it, have a great bank holiday and with numbers like that I really think you are heading towards baby! My friend had a first beta of 33 and her little boy is nearly one and a half.
Good luck, in a few months, you will be in my shoes....12 days till due date, but worrying about that!
I'm sorry I"m so late commenting but I am SO HAPPY about that awesome doubling number!!
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